card house dreams.

And then she said she can't believe, genius only comes along in storms of fabled foreign tongues,

I'm a girl of seventeen who has many dreams and is finding her way.

I like
music,
cute things,
dancing,
dreaming,
being inspired,
crafts,
ramen noodles,
pretty smiles,
musicals,
makeup,
anything that sparkles,
tea,
the beach,
and I love this band called panic! at the disco.

This is my small space on the interwebs where I will share my feelings, hopes, and dreams; my way of channeling my thoughts and views of the world.
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Tripping eyes, and flooded lungs,

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Northern downpour sends its love. ♥

take it a day at a time.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Okies so I'm back to actually write something somewhat substantiate. I haven't forgotten about this blog and I'm not starting to slack off or anything, but I didn't really feel like I had anything important to say for a while. I have a journal that I usually write in and I have this self-created/applied rule where only write in it when I actually have something on my mind. But seeing as I sort of have stuff to say, but they're not really your typical big issue topics, I think a couple little things that I've been thinking about or that have been happening for the last couple weeks should be good enough. It's my blog anyways isn't it?

So, first off there was semi.

It was, in my opinion, quite interesting. I personally thought the highlights were the cute little photo sesh at the beginning of the night and the food. Haha I know, I sound like a fatty. But I thought the food was really good. It was nice and plain - just the way I like it.
I loved the photo session right before things got underway because I could actually see things and everyone was still somewhat tame. When I say and everyone was still somewhat tame I mean it. Maybe I'm just sheltered and naive. Okay not maybe, it's more like a well known fact. But I still believe in behaving in public. I get that people want to have a good time and that for some people a good time comes along with having a drink or two. I personally don't need to be intoxicated to have fun, and I've made a vow to myself to live a life without alcohol, drugs or cigarettes. It's a personal choice made simply because I've seen what these things do to people and the people around them firsthand and I don't want that kind of life for myself. Call me old fashioned, but I go by that whole my body is a sacred temple and I need to treat it as such mojo. Yeah okay, I'm done exposing my inner loser. But at least I didn't ruin next years fun for everyone else...

Let's continue.

Then there's school itself. There's this girl that is continuing to piss me off to no end. I know it's terrible, but when I'm around her I feel like my happiness is literally being drained from my being. This is a serious problem considering I am on a strict diet of happiness.
Let me beg beg beg you to surround yourself with happy people who are happy when you are and not with people who try to constantly bring you down because it spreads like a cancer of the soul. It will make your life so much better. I can't wait until I'm free from this person and I don't have to be subjected to their constant insecurities.

There's also crush-boy. He's actually so amazing. I'm not going to reveal any details because that's gotten me into troubled waters before, but he's really one of the kindest people ever. I'm pretty shocked that I still like him to be honest. I hate to say it but I'm very superficial, and this boy is nothing like the type of boy I'd usually fall for, but it makes me happy that I seem to have looked past that and like a boy who is nice. Even if nothing comes out of it.

I'm also so thankful for good friends. Like it's actually almost indescribable. The things my friends say and do make my life awesome. They're the best people ever. And I know everyone says they have the best friends ever, but I think mine are pretty high up there. From my bff who lives three doors away, to my friend who I haven't seen in years but who I can relate to on every single level, to my besties who I see almost everyday and who get me through life, they are amazing people. I love being surrounded by them because they make living seem like an almost constant euphoria. I really hope I don't lose them in the next couple years when ambition and my future come first.

Oh and my cell is in ruins. I was an idiot today and put my phone in my purse along with my hand sanitizer. Of course the sanitizer exploded all over my poor little Stacey. She now has a screen filled with Warm Vanilla Sugar and a keyboard that types "q's" "k's" and "p's" at random. She's now laying on top of an air vent so she can hopefully dry and start working again. And of course my warranty doesn't cover liquid damage. I am absolutely in love with my life!

Anyways, that is a basic summary of my life for the past couple weeks.
Hope it was somewhat enjoyable.

xoxo

PS. This is freaking hilarious! Just because I love fat people, especially when they're crazy...

1 comments

1 Comments:

bahaha omg chev that video killed me!
soo funny!
And nice! i love nice ! nice is awesome! why can't mor epeople be nice!

ahah i must also say that while reading this i was like wow. you write very well. complete with figurative language and the such it was a good read lmao!
anyways love you
and glad we're back n track for our blogs :)

By with love, at March 6, 2010 at 9:48 PM