card house dreams.

And then she said she can't believe, genius only comes along in storms of fabled foreign tongues,

I'm a girl of seventeen who has many dreams and is finding her way.

I like
music,
cute things,
dancing,
dreaming,
being inspired,
crafts,
ramen noodles,
pretty smiles,
musicals,
makeup,
anything that sparkles,
tea,
the beach,
and I love this band called panic! at the disco.

This is my small space on the interwebs where I will share my feelings, hopes, and dreams; my way of channeling my thoughts and views of the world.
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Saturday, April 24, 2010

“But some emotions don't make a lot of noise. It's hard to hear pride. Caring is real faint - like a heartbeat. And pure love - why, some days it's so quiet, you don't even know it's there.” - Anonymous

I find it so incredibly interesting how life hands you so many different emotions every day. Sometimes I'll wake up and just want to go out there and give the world all I've got with a giant smile plastered across my face, and other times I'll just want to crawl back under the covers and sleep/cry the day away. Some days I want to growl and tear everybody's faces off and other days I want to give everyone a hug and dance around everywhere I go. I always try and tell myself each day that I'm happy to be alive; that every day I live means there's one less day to look forward to in the future and so I should be thankful for the wonderful life I get to live every single day. Some days this comes easier than others. It's just so funny how the smallest things can either ruin or make your day. Small things like your Anthro teacher picking on you or an in-class essay...

It's kind of like I'm a puppet that belongs to the universe, my emotions are controlled by what goes on around me. If I try and fight back, things usually just get worse. I'm kind of okay with that. You just kind of have to go with the flow. I believe that if something is meant to be, then it's going to happen and if it's not, then it won't. Life isn't always going to be happy or easy, but it's also not always going to be depressing and difficult either. You just have to go along with it, work hard for what you want and try and make it better for everyone else.

It's also so weird how sometimes you can be having the best day ever while someone else is having an absolutely terrible one. Even if you're together most of the time, one person might be having the worst day of their life while the other is bursting with happiness. The universe works in mysterious ways. One day you might be withholding so much joy that's just bursting at the seams (ie: your crush just so happened to talk to you noticeably more today... ahem...) , while your friend might be going through one of the worst days ever (ie: her crush being a total bitch and walking around with a glorious skank... ahem...).

All in all, life comes in waves, there are highs, there are lows and we all go through them. That's why I personally think it's so important to always be thankful for all the good things and fun times so that we'll be able to make it through those crappy days.

Just live and smile and dance and love. It's that simple.

Just so you know, I checked and it's all going to be ok. I promise. :)

xoxo

4 comments

4 Comments:

loveeeee it ! ;)
and the world has got to look out for you Ms. Chevalier Taylor, cuz you're going to change lives and do big things!
You'll always be my Chevy <3 loveee yah girl!

By Sadiya, at April 24, 2010 at 10:45 PM

lmaooooooooo i just died! omg the ahemmmmm parts made me laughh!!
and yeahhh it's soo weird how that happens.
like i swear this past week it was like one or the other was missing and we were like ahemmm can you please not be a delinquent and come to school. idiottsss .
love themm though what can you do :P
ahaha love youu chevvv!

btw sadiya's comment ^^ was cute, just thought id add

lovess Hayaaa

By with love, at April 25, 2010 at 12:49 AM

Thank you Sadiya! ♥ It's nice to hear from you on here :)

Hahah Haya, I put those in there just for you :P Thought it would give a comedic/personal effect to it ;)

Glad you guys liked it, I had some parts of this one written like two weeks ago and I was debating actually putting it up. Glad I did though :)

By Chevalier T., at April 25, 2010 at 2:39 PM

funny enough I was debating between posting this one or the other one on your facebook page :) and I decided on his.

- funny enough I feel the same way you feel in this blog, but for some reasson this whole semester I dont feel like myself, Is that a little weird? like i just feel like the ripping everyones faces off everyday. I hate myself.

and i love brendons cover just saying :)hotness to the maxx!♥ Petka

By with love, at May 5, 2010 at 8:29 PM